:-)

SATURDAY DECEMBER 27th 2014// Little things make me happy. Today made me extremely happy. Today was beautiful. The wheather, the sun light, the air, the energy; it was all so lovely. Today was a sweet reminder that I should live every fucking day on this earth like it's my last. Life is just way too long. I appreciate everyone and every single thing..... I am a happy lil sunflowaLion and I am enjoying my days being me, and doing whatever the fuck makes me happy cause at the end of the day.. That's all that maters! Well yeah that's all I wanted to say..... 

Much much love, peace.

-k

💛✨

P.s shoutout to Abel, The mUthaphhckin  Apollo, Solgod Lion[//katfam//] for always being the number one homie... Fam keep U cool... Ya know

speakOut.

For as long as I could rememeber I've always disliked my body. But yo In all honesty... fuck that. Growing up comes with knowing yourself. Knowing who you are, what you were made to be, and with all that there should be a gate to welcome the unconditional love you learn to have for yourself. But many are unable to do that and soicety is definitely one to blame. With that obvious fact pointed out, I'd just like to genuinely say FUCK THIS WACK ASS SOCIETY THAT MAKE FEMALES FEEL LIKE THEY CAN'T LOVE THEIR CURVY CURVES, THEIR THICK BONED BODIES, THEIR HAIRY LEGS, THEIR SIZE 9 FEET, THEIR LOVELY LOVE HANDLES, THEIR SEXUALITY, THEIR ABNORMAL FUNKY STYLE.... This list can go on forever. I can proudly say that I am overcoming the ridiculous insecurities that in the past I've allowed society to shape me as a young woman. I love myself. I love my chubby- chub potbelly, my little vegetarian booty, my scarred black knees. I love my style, from the way I dress to how I walk, and talk. I love all my flaws. I love them all because they make me, me. I don't need anyone's reassurance, I am beautiful inside and out. And so is every single lovely being in this world. Always Love yourself, always stay true to you, who ever that may be. Life is way too fucking long to live it based off other's judgments and opinions. Just be you, and love it to the absolute fullest. 

Peace, luv, and happiness. 

~k

tues.11/18.2014

@18:37

Heal me (time(s))

Tears drench my eyes as I'm thinking about the transition from lifeful, joyful, and hopful to where I am now. It hurts. This roll down the hill is leaving me with bruises. Soon to be scares.. The lifeful, joyful, hopeful  memories,  I miss them. The love i have for those memories pain me. Lost. Alone. Hurt.
Tomorrow will be better.. or atleast I hope.

MYSTIC TEA.

BUMP.

Tea for me tea for U.

Pinkylove

Groooove

<3 

Plh.

MYSTIC TEA.

19:14

At peace. Had an exhausting day but as I'm walking home right now, I feel hopeful. Everything around me feels ten times harder though I know good will come because with every bad there is light. As earth I am taught to be resilient. Time is of the essence and I am getting to the roots of learning, actually understanding the whys. With that said everyday it seems that I'm put in a situation where I have to let go of something I've grown very fond of. Disattacthing myself from things or people I love is the worst heartache. I can physically feel the sting in my heart, the memories burning slowly and painfully into ashes... though, everything is in its order of occurrence for a reason. Accept the happening and learn from mistakes.

I am accepting and I am learning how to let go. I am at peace. 

~k

P.s

I love everyone. Smile, love and laugh, even when it hurts.. Overthinking will poison your creativity.. Explore your mind gently. Observe, appriceate your surroundings....and always love. Love love love.

plh

UNDERSTANDING

GOOD OMENS. I am loved by nature. Earth. Keeping everything in balance. I'm okay. Everything is okay. Thanks Scotty P, stay fly foreva, neva stop pimpin. GOOD OMENS. 

swallow me

I

Heart 

U

Idk

Y

But

I 

Do

i

know

i

shouldn't 

but 

i

do

i

heart

u

~k

7/4/14 

3:33 am

FUk u💗

Nobody cares.

But I get it.

It's just sad reality has to be filled with inconsiderate ass ppl not giving a fuck abt others.

Feelings in reality don't exist to these ppl.

Cause they stumble upon them and walk all over them like pavements.

But hey, the bright side about these sick selfish people is that It teaches me to be the bigger person. 

The better person.

The stronger one.

 I get to seek thru negativity and form stronger positivity by not being them. 

Because an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind.

S/o to my nigga Ghandi..

But back to real life

But what is real life...... 

?

Swirls~~~~

~k

7/3/14

3:47 am

 

P.s. thank u💗

Plh

I Told myself I was FCKIN GR8... After we ate

Queens

Kings 

Peasants 

And more

lovers love untill they can't love no more

Till time ends forever is eternity.. Life never ends

Queens

Kings

Peasants 

And more

Tick tock 

Like that clock

Round and round I go

Round and round 360 I go

My swirls go forever

Subconsciously I ate what I owed

Watch my ass get towed

Don't take me back 

Queens 

Kings 

Peasants 

And more

U tell lies

I see past hate

love is love,

No matter who or what is comes from or who it's for.

I am great

You may be to...

So Why hate?

When we can create

Queens and Kings we are...

Wish-washme back to real life

Boom clack 

Click clack

BOOM

FCKING MOVE

Tick tock

Where are my socks

let me know how I far I gotta go 

Give it up... 

Fuck real life everything is fake for now

All a dream

All I see is all I feel 

Blue motion waves 

Tendencies kinda high 

Wave cleared em out

She survived, pink unicorn slaves to save her 

she riding with a sunflowa in her hair

Wind blowing, hair flowing, tail swirlin

Swirls forever

Sally swirls 

she slurs her words because she's stuck in her swirls, she's swirling

She's happy

Sunflowers @ sunset makes the sun last longer.

Reflection.

Natural selection.

RECovering crackHead on the loose

I really hate saying goodbye. The general thought of parting ways with ppl I've grown close to gives me anxiety. 

Poop.

It sucks losing ppl. But ya lose some, ya gain some. You can't dwell on shit that Can't be fixed, cause what good will that do..

Anyways... 

I had a dream last night that I cannot rememeber at all. I keep having like a 1 sec flashback of it then the memory fades, it's weird. But I can tell it was a cool dream... 

I take so many pictures and selfies. Only cause I hate forgetting and I won't if I take selfies and pics.... 

Life can b so simple on a daily bais but we just make it so hard. Everyone should just live. Be happy as fuck. AND ROCK OUT WITH UR COCK OUT... Who gives a FUk abt what ppl think, we are all Koolkats.. IF YA Can't stop judgments from flowin, ya float on them ;-) 

.....one love, PEACE

~~~smOke weed everyday~~~ or not, it's up 2 U

💜💗🌷🙇🌻🙇🌸🌻🌻🌻🌻 

peace love and harmony,

~Kesari

wednesday, may 28/2014

3:36 am

Good morning Amerika.

So I've decided to start a blog, for numerous reasons. For starters, I always have so many ideas, thoughts, pictures of nonsense I want to record and share with whom ever, but never feel like i have an appropriate place to do so. Twitter, instagram, and tumblr are basically the only social networks i am on and i just really wanted something online that would strictly be about me and whatever i feel like sharing. Which brings me to the name of this blog, The Mind of Me, this blog will be my mind, my life, my art, music my whatever i want it to be honestly. I tend to forget a lot of things and minor memories, so by writing and updating this blog daily will hopefully be like a story line of all my thoughts. Its gonna be so cool looking back at all these posts and remembering the exact time when i wrote it.
and btw not everything on my posts will make sense to whoever reads it but fuck it lol IM GON DO ME, ya feel...
Idk what else to say but yeah, This is my blog.... and yeah..... Duuuuces

~Peace love and harmony

Kesari

tuesday, may 27/2014

2:54 am